I've been struggling with the final stages of completion for "dirty folk", my new album. The original idea was to do a record that was as live, immediate, and one-take as possible, warts and all. I'd sacrifice technique for energy, emotion and pure balls.
That's the spirit in which I recorded. But when I got to the mix phase I suddenly found myself filled with conflict; what order should the songs go in for best effect? Should I turn up the guitar or move the vocals to one side? Which song should I "produce up" for most commercial potential?
And then I remembered what I was doing this record for. I'm doing it as a gesture of respect to all the artists before me, who influenced me musically and personally, who shaped my worldview and taught me how to express it. To all the artists who spoke through their songs or through their example about the way life really works. About politics, society, religion, humanity.
You know, all the 'difficult' subjects. All the ones that requre individual thought to comprehend. All the non-commercial ones.
I realized I had to leave my record alone. I wrote the songs as best I could and sang 'em as best as I can. And I'm leaving behind a document for future generations to know that life on this planet wasn't all manufactured, processed and focus-grouped before being implanted into the willing brains of a love-starved public.
So I'm making the record I want to make - unvarnished, immediate, real. As a tribute to the artists before me who did the same in their time. The artists who attempted to say something whether or not anyone was listening, whether what they were saying was in vogue at the moment, and even whether what they were saying made any sense at all. The artists who searched for truth in all its myriad forms and struggled to bring their discoveries to a wider world. In short, the artists who MATTERED.
PS - re: the above ramble, I have a recurring nightmare that when 3000 years have passed and future civilizations or aliens are digging us up, they will judge our civilization only by what survives in the greatest quantity. Check out
"The Virgin Britney Dream" video for the full version of the tale.